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Loneliness is always with me…
Like my very best friend….
It hurt when you trust nobody….
When nobody seems to understand you…
When u are only willing to share the happiness but not the sadness…
Unable to change that….
Like a disease that no cure….

I learn to keep my sadness since I was child…
By Hook or by crook….
All for my love to her…
I could never bear to be a course for her sadness…
Enough all the tear I see coming out from her beautiful eyes…
Mom… I love you more than anything….

I never have courage to say it…
The least effort for now is to write it….


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