Thursday, November 14, 2013

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this song, this is what i feel right now.... 7 years.... everything is just a painful memory.. no more hope.. never want to see, hear or look at u again...

Monday, April 15, 2013

Have Mercy on Me, My Soul


Have Mercy on Me, My Soul
Why are you weeping, my Soul?
Knowest thou my weakness?
Thy tears strike sharp and injure,
For I know not my wrong.
Until when shalt thou cry?
I have naught but human words to interpret your dreams,
Your desires, and your instructions.
Look upon me, my Soul;
I have consumed my full life heeding your teachings.
Think of how I suffer!
I have exhausted my life following you.
My heart was glorying upon the throne,
But is now yoked in slavery;
My patience was a companion,
But now contends against me;
My youth was my hope,
But now reprimands my neglect.
Why, my Soul, are you all-demanding?
I have denied myself pleasure
And deserted the joy of life
Following the course which you impelled me to pursue.
Be just to me,
Or call Death to unshackle me,
For justice is your glory.
Have mercy on me, my Soul.
You have laden me with Love until I cannot carry my burden.
You and Love are inseparable might;
Substance and I are inseparable weakness.
Will e’er the struggle cease between the strong and the weak?
Have mercy on me, my Soul.
You have shown me Fortune beyond my grasp.
You and Fortune abide on the mountain top;
Misery and I are abandoned together in the pit of the valley.
Will e’er the mountain and the valley unite?
Have mercy on me, my Soul.
You have shown me Beauty,
But then concealed her.
You and Beauty live in the light;
Ignorance and I are bound together in the dark.
Will e’er the light invade darkness?
Your delight comes with the Ending,
And you revel now in anticipation;
But this body suffers with the life
While in life.
This, my Soul, is perplexing.
You are hastening toward Eternity,
But this body goes slowly toward perishment.
You do not wait for him,
And he cannot go quickly.
This, my Soul, is sadness.
You ascend high, though heaven’s attraction,
But this body falls by earth’s gravity.
You do not console him,
And he does not appreciate you.
This, my Soul, is misery.
You are rich in wisdom,
But this body is poor in understanding.
You do not compromise,
And he does not obey.
This, my Soul, is extreme suffering.
In the silence of the night you visit The Beloved
And enjoy the sweetness of His presence.
This body ever remains,
The bitter victim of hope and separation.
This, my Soul, is agonizing torture.
Have mercy on me, my Soul!
–Khalil Gibran

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Am I

I become a strange person,
No one comprehends my state,
I chant and i alone listen to myself,
No one understand my language,

My language is the language of birds,
My homeland is the country of the beloved,
I am a nightingale: my beloved is my rose,
To be sure,the color of my rose never fades. ~rumi~

Saturday, January 5, 2013

urin chigeum cheongmallo heyeojin geolkka

urin chigeum cheongmallo heyeojin geolkka anim yaksokhandaero jamshi meoreojin geolkka 
naneun i jeongdomyeon chungbunhi dwehn geot gateunde waeh amureon soshigi eomneun geolkka 

neoreul saranghae kkeutdo eomneun kidarimirado kwaehnchanha 
niga nareul tashi chajeul ttaemyeon eonjena neoreul hyanghae useo jul su inneunde 

ajikdo badadeuril su eomneun geolkka niga kkeonaetdeon yaegin ibyeoreul dollyeo marhan geot 
naneun godigoddaero bada deurigo shipeo neoneun chigeum mueol hago isseulkka 

neoreul saranghae kkeutdo eomneun kidarimirado kwaehnchanha 
niga nareul tashi chajeul ttaemyeon eonjena neoreul hyanghae useo jul su inneunde 

ije jogeumsshing na seulpeojigo niga tteonan geol shilkamhajiman niga doraomyeon jarhaejugetdan saenggakppun 
waeh ireohke miryeonhageman gulkka naege jueojyeotdeon shigandeureun uri sail jeongrihagi wiihan shiganil ppun 

seulpeuji anha niga nareul chajeul keoraneun geu mideumeun 
naye sarangeul deo dandanhage mandeulko naege saraganeun himeul juneun geol
SNSD 'Lost in Love' Lyrics (Romanization)

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

ketika saat itu

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang

Jika satu masa, ketika engkau berada ditengah kegembiraan dunia, dikala rakan rakan mu di kiri dan kanan ketawa riang gembira, entah mengapa engkau tiba2 terasa sesuatu rasa yang barangkali berupa satu kesunyiaan, satu kesedihan, maka saat itu kau tidak mampu lagi ketawa gembira bersama mereka..

dan ia terus berlaku berkali2 sehingga engkau merasa marah, tertekan, maka engkau berusaha mencari puncanya... engkau terus mencuba mencari kebahagiaan yang mereka rasai.. kau terus fikir,fikir,fikir, kau baca,baca,baca,... akhirnya kau mengerti.. bahawa perasaan itu, kesunyian itu, kesedihan itu,, adalah hidayah Allah Yang selama ini kau pohon dalam doamu...

betapa Allah itu Maha Penyayang

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang

Marilah kita mengajar diri kita untuk  ikhlaskan setiap perbuatan kita di dunia ini.. agar Allah menerima segala  amal yang kita lakukan.. pertama nya.. perbanyakkanlah membaca surah Al-Ikhlas, kedua, hayatilah maknanya.. ajarlah diri kita utk ikhlas dengan segala kekuatan iman yang ada biarpun sebesar zarah jangan kau abaikan.. kerana yang sedikit itu,, lama2 jadi bukit.. :)

berusahalah kita utk menjadikan setiap perbuatan kita adalah lillahi' ta'ala, insya Allah  hati kita akan rasa lebih bahagia, dan manusia tidak akan mampu buat kau menangis lagi, sesungguhnya tangis itu adalah untuk Allah...


yang baik itu dari Allah dan yang kurang itu adalah dari kelemahan diri saya sendiri, semoga Allah sentiasa membantu kita memperbaiki Akhlak diri...amin.



Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha penyayang


Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha penyayang

Aku ingin meng”edit” lagu anuar zain jadi doa..

Ya Allah,
ajari aku untuk bisa
menjadi yang engkau cinta
agar ku bisa memiliki rasa yg luar biasa

ku harap kau mengerti
akan semua yg ku pinta
kerna kau cahaya hidupku, malamku, untuk terangi jalanku yg berliku

hanya engkau yang bisa
hanya engkau yang tahu
hanya engkau yang mengerti
semua inginku..

Ya Allah, ampunkan aku...